LOVE/LIFE

2012-01-02T20:32:00.001+08:00

Singapore 2012 - New Year Celebrations, a photo by me_ram on Flickr.

happy new year (: decided since its a fresh new page and i always advice people. its my turn to do the same and move on (: i guess i've already done that long ago but i don have the time to update the page. i'll live all my past behind since its really been a bad one and move on with a new future a brighter me (:

2011-12-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

i guess this is the place i cant rant peacefully.
but.... i have so much to say so much to ask but
every single question can never be answered.
i'm tired with life sometimes
tired both inside and out.
deep down theres tear drops but still
idk how to show them out
felt extremely useless but i guess everythings lies within me

2011-11-15T21:21:00.001+08:00

Australia - explore, a photo by john white photos on Flickr.

be happy with your life cause i cant give you happiness. i'm tired of troubles so i'll stand aside and watch

2011-11-10T18:27:00.001+08:00

Maybe....maybe you really don't care anymore~!

2011-11-09T19:31:00.003+08:00

I've been crying and crying non-stop, almost everyday.

Are you still somewhere out there?

J

2011-11-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

J - in the harbour, a photo by Eva the Weaver on Flickr.

this name it keeps repeating in my heart.
i cant let go and i don wanna let go.
baby imy

2011-10-20T22:49:00.001+08:00

Untitled, a photo by -Devan on Flickr.

old shoe

2011-10-15T02:13:00.001+08:00

img099-4, a photo by Tata Uskova on Flickr.

picture do the talking

2011-10-06T21:26:00.001+08:00

Day 133/365: Looking Back With No Regrets, a photo by hien1234 on Flickr.

looking back to the past when we first started till now. i never regret fighting for every single moment i have with you. thinking that everything is just worth it at the end of the day the faiytale story is still gonna be written by us. i admit that i almost gave up when i heard about the news but my faith kept me hanging on trusting that you are the one. and thankfully i did. so baby till now the fate of us lies in you. as normal you have to choose soon,

2011-10-02T17:50:00.001+08:00

I was moved, a photo by AnneliesW on Flickr.

it like how i lost inside the woods now standing there alone and being lonely at
night. thinking of you would come to retrieve me once again. but its hard i guess.

2011-09-29T20:17:00.001+08:00

I'm tired.very tired

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-28T18:59:00.001+08:00

Baby this is not what i wanted

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-26T17:31:00.001+08:00

Meaningless life. Jump seems fun

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-24T10:19:00.001+08:00

Anversa station [Explored], a photo by Robarubata on Flickr.

when i'm truthful things happen when i'm not things happen too. sigh i dk what to expect from my life anymore i care but i lose i don ca re i also lose. baby i wish you were here. and non of this had happen. but still i guess all this does not matter to you anymore. i'm just a stepping stone for you i guess. no matter how sweet i get i wont work. no matter how much i show it wont work.

2011-09-21T19:43:00.001+08:00

As long as we can see the same sky, breathe the same air, step on the same planet, then You and I are not impossible.

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-21T18:15:00.001+08:00

Baby no matter what happen i'm not gonna let you go. Your name is written inside mine just like how mine is written. Baby please don leave me alone. ):

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-20T22:56:00.001+08:00

I love you<3

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-19T23:49:00.001+08:00

In my life i was drunk for once and i kept calling your name. Baby please. I want this relationship. :(

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-19T21:32:00.001+08:00

1 universe, 9 planets, 204 countries, 809 Islands, 7 seas,and I had the privilege to meet you. ♥

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-19T20:08:00.001+08:00

Never am i gonna let you go. Cause i'm afraid i don wanna lose you baby. Cause you ment everything to me that includes having you down the age road

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-19T07:14:00.001+08:00

What happen to make you ignore me ): don even think you have time to come here anymore. We use to talk every morning till you reach work place. Talk everynight till one of us is tired. Now?

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-19T07:13:00.001+08:00

What happen to make you ignore me ):

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-18T11:50:00.001+08:00

Mid-September, a photo by stigc on Flickr.

everything seems to be hunting me now.
i really need me by my side eh i wanna cuddle you so much now ): sigh.
i'm afraid of things happen. i'm afraid that i wont be able to hold that hands and kiss that lips anymore. theres still so much not done. baby i miss you ): i starting to get paranoid i guess D:

2011-09-18T01:17:00.001+08:00

When i put my whole heart in i get hurt badly in the end too is this what everyone wanted to see?

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-17T22:19:00.001+08:00

I miss all the kisses and hugs

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-17T21:58:00.001+08:00

Where did all the promise when?

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-17T18:33:00.001+08:00

wheres the promise when you said you will use yours eyes to see instead of ears to hear?
i dint fucking say it before

2011-09-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

they fucking put words in my mouth and you believe in what they say and kup my phone. its so obvious that no one wants me to be with you thats why all this nonsense is comning out and yet you trust every single word they said.
if i would to trust them i wont have come and ask you. for you you choose to hide everything and now even come out like that. you want i do what. i cant do anything also what. i alr tried my best i already gave up every single thing i have to start afresh yet all this is coming back. and now i know.

2011-09-17T18:02:00.001+08:00

Liberty Giving Tribute, a photo by LermanPhoto on Flickr.

i'm tired

2011-09-16T17:30:00.001+08:00

Persi relaxing, a photo by indee• off re-grouping on Flickr.

meow!!!. hehes babyy :B missed you like so much. cant wait to see you eh!! 30more mins :D!!! like finallyyyy hehehes

2011-09-15T20:20:00.001+08:00

Pusher, a photo by EJP Photo on Flickr.

day 2 since you talked to me. and still sigh i wish you were here. officially starts my leave today till sunday before i go on course. but yet i cant get to spend time with you due to what i did. baby ): i really dunno what you want me to do to forgive me. sitting at home waiting for your text all day. thats what i can do now i guess. another sleepless night. baby i miss you cuddling me. you're name is fading in my neck and i want a new one as you promise. ): this 4 days theres suppose to be alot of things we wanna do. yet because of me you're angry D: i'm sorry

2011-09-15T11:54:00.001+08:00

Torre Santa Elena, a photo by javiair80 on Flickr.

i guess you no longer have time to come here too. and i no longer become the priority.
sigh idk what has gone wrong or happen between us that leave us in this empty space.
its really suffering when you start ignoring text and call. i cried too did you know. i guess not. i when down yesterday to take a breath. but i guess without you being there to text me or next to me the feeling is just different its like somethings missing right inside there. and i left early in a time like 2.30 i never left club that time before. its just i don feel like partying at all. the feeling is like my loneliness is back. getting back to square one. baby i really need your texts and you to be there.
i know my princess is working now and she got lesser time for me. i know shes angry with me too. i wish i was next to you cuddling you right now saying sorry ): thats the only way to get you to talk to me. over text it will never work. nomatter how much i mean them i guess you wont care till you cool down.
baby you're a priority not an option need me i'm there. cause baby i'm keeping this angel down with me when i age and i'm not changing.i love you (:

2011-09-14T20:00:00.003+08:00

I feel like dropping pass your block again but thats not the way of you don wanna see me. Whats wrong? Idk too. Going out to breath

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-14T20:00:00.001+08:00

I feel like dropping pass your block again but thats not the way of you don wanna see me. Whats wrong? Idk too. Going out to breath

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-14T10:12:00.001+08:00

I pray so hard that nothings gonna happen during my 4 days leave. Just wanna accompany baby eh <3

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-13T20:39:00.001+08:00

Can we really ROM after 1 year? :D

Hopefully nothing goes wrong. And baby you're really tieing yourself me thankyou i love you lots!!! <3

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-13T19:03:00.001+08:00

Baby its a start of a new challange and we are gonna make it cause you're what makes me move on <3

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-12T22:33:00.001+08:00

i got the sweetest girlfriend anyone would wants shes my life naoz <3 if anyone would to harm this baby i would harm the person down. Cause hurting her is like pierceing a hole inside my heart ^_^ everything of me belongs to her now hehes and i'm proud of her i would show her to the world if i have chance. Baby i'm tieing you down when everything its over. Settle down and treat you like how you're suppose to a princess <3 having you is like having the world. Hugging you is like having the best of all. And loving you is like how i know everything its ok when you're next to me. I wanna wake up right next to you kissing the forehead saying good morning and huggin you to sleep like making sure your well protected even from insect <3. Holding your hands out is like i'm bringing a super star and life is like getting melt by you everyday.

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

2011-09-12T16:51:00.001+08:00

You are my glue. Without you, I'd be nothing but broken pieces. Hehes i only meltz now

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-12T15:23:00.001+08:00

Melting, Melting, a photo by jrix on Flickr.

Meltz. this what i been feeling this few days when you're with me baby. i when speechless already <3 hugging you felt warm and blessed like happy only having this girl around me <3

2011-09-12T10:09:00.001+08:00

What matters is how much love we build till the end, and not how much love we have in the beginning.

^_^ its always this way that made us have trust and faith dont we every kissed you gave ne i mean a million words. People alwaya crave for all the money in the world. But i only crave for you <3 cause you're what lives in my bood

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-11T13:09:00.001+08:00

Till now i still felt so blessed having you around. I wish last night would stop right at the moment when you huged me so tight. Baby finally its a world for us.<3 now i pray you dad don scold you. And thanks baby for making me see meaning in my life i love you princess <3 hehes

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-10T10:17:00.001+08:00

Untitled, a photo by Ancalop on Flickr.

baby i never expect you to behave this way eh <3 paranoid but i know you love me ;p
don worry k i'll never ignore you and leave you alone one trust me (: you are more precious my life. its like my blood vassal now and no ones gonna take you away from me <3 i love you :D

2011-09-10T06:52:00.001+08:00

2011-09-10T05:19:00.001+08:00

Sitting below waiting for what i also dunno aimless point. I cared for you thats why i'm here don paranoid already

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-10T05:02:00.003+08:00

Dunno what am i doing here just worried

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-10T05:02:00.001+08:00

Dunno what am i doing here just worried

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-10T03:53:00.001+08:00

even i cant find you now. sigh. baby i know you read here. can you like call me or something ?
i'm going bedok now even i know i cant find you i'll go out.

2011-09-10T03:37:00.001+08:00

I fucking.flying out of house now but how to find you? sigh

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-10T03:30:00.001+08:00

Baby are you gonna throw me behind with everyone now? Don want me already uh? ): why cant you solve this with me? Now i got no ways to find you sigh

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-09T18:24:00.001+08:00

Pot of Golden Wheat, a photo by Harry2010 on Flickr.

starting afresh was never easy but yet i still wanna do it. i wanna leave everything behind like what i said.
cuddling you when its raining bringing you out when its sunny.
this road my seems to be dark now. but end is coming
and the first thing is the rainbow me and you wanna see together. ahh how i wish you were next to me right now.

2011-09-09T14:45:00.001+08:00

hearts, a photo by glitterina.com on Flickr.

pills of love. its all consume by you baby. after last night's talk i really feel proud. ^_^ happy eh. finally get to see youuuuuuu <3 yay!!! hehes. baby you're putting in effort i'll cfm try my best. i put a smile up there last night. and no ones gonna take it off!! :D cause you're mine and only mine now ;p

2011-09-09T13:45:00.001+08:00

Finally i'm able to see you <3 my sweet bbg hehessss like cannot wait only ~

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-08T22:17:00.001+08:00

Its always your smile that keeps me hanging on

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-08T22:14:00.001+08:00

Fait and trust. Thats all and a little bit of time soon. Here's where the sweet part comes

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-08T20:30:00.001+08:00

My baby is really too cute for me to be angry at her lol cannot tahan

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-08T20:29:00.001+08:00

My baby is really too cute for me to be angry at her lol cannot tahan

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-08T18:46:00.001+08:00

Watch "Hold My Hand-Michael Jackson (Duet with Akon) (cover) Megan Nicole" on YouTube don ever let go (:

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-08T18:35:00.001+08:00

Cannot maintain sia ); idk why i miss you so much bby. :/ this feeling sucks i wish you're just right next to me or in my arms now. :'( jialat lei. Open mouth close mouth all baby now nothing elseee :B

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-08T18:19:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow's gonna be a half day. Yay? But also cannot see you ): going 1 month never see you already eh. Babyyy ): can die sia if this goes on

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-08T17:19:00.001+08:00

Was busy the whole day today. But seem like you more busy then me eh): i know you wake up alr but just nvr text wo D: nvm bah know you're busy and daddys home. I miss you soooo muchh

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T21:08:00.001+08:00

Its too late to turn around i've fallen too deep. to the extend i need you alotalot ); i tried making myself move back but i cant idk why D: baby please don go. Stay with me and station in my heart don hop anymore okay?

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T20:53:00.001+08:00

Your call anytime of the day w

I'll answer them. you ment too much to me

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T19:26:00.001+08:00

Watch "That's When I Love You" on YouTube thats when i love you (:

My video gonna be something like that its just replace of words and pictureee

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T18:57:00.001+08:00

I learn something while waiting for you to talk to.mez

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T17:50:00.001+08:00

Guess till now baby still sleeping. Got so much i wanna tell you tonight!!! (: hehes faster wakie wifey

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T13:51:00.001+08:00

Baby can i tell the whole world how sweet you are? And i'll tell you why i love you too. Theres times i meltz but i just act strong.

Can you tell me which girl is willing to fly oversea with the boy if hes on 1 month course normally it will be like i wait for you. Mines no. (: she will be with me instead of waiting for me. Which girl's willing to go out of her house even when having fever just to meet the boy. I think only my babyy. Which girls willing to gave up everything just because she wanna have everything of me. Which girl willing to risk her freedom just to see her boy? Mine do. Which girl will be so fierce wanna move out just because she cant see her? Or knowing she will get scolding badly still bring the boy home. Which girl will plan so far ahead of what shes gonna bring the boy to even when she knows the boy don really trust her.mine do. She deserve the best from me i swear this silly girl gonna walk down the road of ageing with me cause there cant be any replaced anymore. Your the one (:

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T11:19:00.001+08:00

If a #Taurus,give their heart to someone, it usually takes a lot for them to want it back again. Isit true baby? :o

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T10:59:00.001+08:00

Your worthy of my everything and that includes my trust. I'll entrust them to you. Baby i'm really greatful after everything you done for me all thia you've go tru for me

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T09:56:00.001+08:00

Now i wish for nothing but a peaceful life real peace. I cant be bothered anymore now everythings only baby baby and baby no one else (;

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T08:40:00.001+08:00

I'm afraid of you waking up late eh. Baby i when for a jog today and was thinking can i bring you along ~ hehe or a cyclee guess its up to you bahh. :B anyway i still have to say thankyou. (: i a small crack in your heart cause a big pain in my souul (: cause i've already blend in with you so share your troubles with me <3 i told you i was afraid of being hurt again and you said you understand. Think again why not i trust you since i wanna make thins fair for you been thinking alot these days. And i've decided to go all out. (: hopefully down the wedding dress like what i said yesterday i love you <3 awesome girlfriend now i knew why i loved you so much

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-07T07:08:00.001+08:00

I woke upbwith tears down my eyes. Please done happen. :(

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-06T22:33:00.001+08:00

And i miss you already. all these warm hugs. And holding my awesome girlfs hand walking ard twn hugging her and best of all showing her off cause i'm not ashame.

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-06T21:08:00.001+08:00

All the things we share the promise we made i'm keeping all of them. We'll make it last when 2 hands are willing to make each other clap. Baby lets hope everything goes as we plann. I still owe you a wish. Use it soon ~

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-06T20:08:00.001+08:00

Baby don ever leave me again okay? (:

i'll sent myself to you as a wedding ring <3

2011-09-06T17:58:00.001+08:00

Sometimes your words to ensure me is more then enough. (: 2 more days to have my status? I guess so <3 faster wake up text me baby

When the stars drop i'm gonna pick them up and sent to you. <3

2011-09-06T15:14:00.001+08:00

Baby been sleeping and sleeping don wanna tell me what happen ): your boyf always there for you eh *hugs*

When the stars drop i'm gonna pick them up and sent to you. <3

I wanna grow old with you

2011-09-06T13:24:00.001+08:00

Let's exchange our feelings, mix our passions and live young as we age together.

When the stars drop i'm gonna pick them up and sent to you. <3

2011-09-06T12:38:00.001+08:00

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains. As long as we have love, today is beautiful. As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits.

When the stars drop i'm gonna pick them up and sent to you. <3

2011-09-06T08:41:00.001+08:00

When i see you i run out of words to say maybe is the special feeling between us that kept us walking this road. And don you find it magicial too? ^_^ as long as your by my side i just feel like i'm in fairytale

When the stars drop i'm gonna pick them up and sent to you. <3

2011-09-06T08:28:00.001+08:00

Thanks for clearing my doubts and baby i really cant wait till i call you my own thats when everything starts a fresh (: and thats when all my beatiful placese come to play

When the stars drop i'm gonna pick them up and sent to you. <3

2011-09-05T22:54:00.001+08:00

Baby i'm happy that your honest to me eh. You've taken my heart now please don break it <3 ILY :B

Baby this is when i claim you mine 19th

2011-09-05T21:49:00.001+08:00

My awesome girlf. :p i think shess too cute lol!!! Cannot maintain sia i keep smilingg. Waiting for her to nom nom her soup finishhhh :B lol feel so blessed having her ard

lifes is like a superstar when you entered my life. thats how awesome you are like a diamond that always shine.

lifes is like a superstar when you entered my life. thats how awesome you are like a diamond that always shine.

2011-09-05T21:12:00.001+08:00

When i start telling you everything thats the time i give you back whats yours inexchange of whats mine. Now we shell see!

lifes is like a superstar when you entered my life. thats how awesome you are like a diamond that always shine.

2011-09-05T18:29:00.001+08:00

I'm not a good boyf afterall eh i always says i wanna protect my princess and shelter her like wings but i cant even let er trust me by telling me things. Baby. Share them with me will you):

lifes is like a superstar when you entered my life. thats how awesome you are like a diamond that always shine.

2011-09-05T10:48:00.001+08:00

I was looking at a photo of princessy and i fall._.

2011-09-05T09:45:00.001+08:00

I don understand why when i'm with you i feel the peace. Today my friend saw my dp and was like your girlf? I told him nope its my awesome wife. And he smiled walk off. I wanna show you to the world babyyy <3 like how they present a princess <3 hehes one in a million. Now imy faster wake up :p

2011-09-05T00:41:00.001+08:00

Back in camp and thinking whats my awesome girlf doing now missing her too much. 2 weeks since i saw my wife

2011-09-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

I know i promised you i wont have prob anymore but i cant stand and see 6 people coming find one person. I know you're angry but i really really sorry ): now that you wont answer call wont reply i really dunno what to do baby );

2011-09-04T23:13:00.001+08:00

I don mean to have anyprob today baby i'm sorry i know you angry ): sorry ):

2011-09-04T18:46:00.001+08:00

Baby you were never once out of my mind each time i think of you i smiled. (: i understand what kind of situtation we're in and i don blame you cause i know i have the most awsome girlf in this world (: tell me which girl is willing to leave her freedom to accompany his boy even tot she knew she would be sent to taiwan she don care. Even gonna bring me along. (: tell me which girl is willing to acxompany his boy for a month in taiwan when his gonna be posted for activitys oversea? And tell me which girlf is willing to let go of everything to go with his boy just to be with him. And the middle of the night i missed her she would webcam me. I don see anyone special enough to do all this to me other then my wonderful girlf. Cause i know shes awesome. And ofcause she loves me. If not she wounldnt have came here and my fb everyday to see what am i doing. Leaving her past behind and goig to the future with me. Baby you're the only one and you are AWESOME i love you lots princess. And what i'm gonna do is shelther her from harm and live our peaceful life and thats what we always wanted. Time is the key to everything and that includes having you in my life. I walking down the ringing bells with you if i could. I love baby <3

2011-09-04T12:34:00.001+08:00

Baby i'm holding on everychance i can to see you now. Its been 2 weeks ): miss your hugs

2011-09-04T10:43:00.001+08:00

I remb you telling me to don keep hopes high on meeting you but everytime when i get to see you i have high expectation cause baby your precious to me. I love youuuuu

2011-09-04T10:32:00.001+08:00

Overslept for work >: baby don EVER call yourself fail angry you.you're my best girlf that cant be replaced okay? Things are hard for you and me but we will need to endure past times. I always tell you i cant hang on but i'm still standing still next to you ma ^_^ don say yourself anymore i will angryyy kkk i love you silly <3

2011-09-04T04:25:00.001+08:00

Mella, a photo by Swedeitis on Flickr.

spend the whole night waiting ):
i dint electro at all.
i'm disappointed but i understand (: baby your precious <3 and i love youuuuuuuuuuuu :D

2011-09-04T03:25:00.001+08:00

What a lucky day

2011-09-03T20:52:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i don understand why. Its just an advice but ya. I know what i'm doing in my relationship. Why does people have to come in? Making me doubt. Feeling fucking irritated. But well when i think i don understand too. But i know i want you and nothing will make me change.

2011-09-03T09:09:00.001+08:00

Fog Forest [explored #11], a photo by C72 on Flickr.

baby its still a long road for us but i guess its coming to an end soon (: and you're never gonna leave. i love you baby <3 hehes

Toukley sunset

2011-09-03T01:41:00.001+08:00

Toukley sunset, a photo by marj k on Flickr.

baby bring me to see this in singapore!! :D